Thursday, February 22, 2007
2/22/2007 09:42:00 PM
As i gaze at the days that pass by,
I cant help but telling myself that im super lazy
But yet many things have been happening
I tell myself i am useless, but i know i am not.
but my inner soul says i am.
For failing to be a good friend to you, For failing to be a good boy at home, for failing to be a good student in school
I havent been passing up work on time.
I feel so bad, yet i dont know whats wrong with me.
I feel like shit,
feel like everythings so shitty,
just that i am happy that im contented with my moms new car, but thats only materialistic, but,
I need to treat my friends better, my friends are impt.
My family, God, everyone...
So to those who i have neglected for the past month, i AM SORRY !
I dun know whats wrong with me
Just feeling screwed up.
And dont worry
The usual JOSHUA will be back soon !!!
The cam whoring will be back soon
JUST give me time to find back my true self=)
Till then, nights and make sure i dont land in IMH.
Goodnights !