Saturday, November 24, 2007
11/24/2007 11:02:00 PM

What has happened to my smily face?
It's gone...
Seriously Askari, I need help.
I am going through alot now.
First, Askari left me....
Now, many things are happening...
So much that, i don't know how to handle all of them.
Someone tell me, Am I a failure?
I'm not trying to atract attn here or something, But, I seriously am going bonkers...
If you guys find me foaming in the mouth, say your last prayers and say bye to me..
I don't know what to do in my life anymore..
I miss those times i could be so happy, prancing around like a monkey...
Now, all i do is to think about stuff which are happening around me everyday, the stuff which is reality, happening to me everyday....
All i can do , is to cry myself to sleep. Cause ... Yeah... It's like this.
Accept the face Joshua, It's meant to be this way.... =[
Therefore, i apologise if the blog is still status quo, someone pls take over the job of making it nicer..
I don't have the confidence to do anything now.
Im a failure...
Night all...
P.s., Distance, is indeed a scary organism.
It has separated me from many people....
Thus, Distance, I HATE YOU !